So, I wanted to share a little of my writing. Otherwise, it would just stay closed in a little black book for the rest of time...
Take into consideration, that most of this was written some time ago. Now most of my emotional outpour goes into my cello, although I wish I could find time to write again...
I have some longer ones, but those will come in time.
Come take my hand
Let me take yours.
Come, take my heart
I want yours.
Come, take my love
I need yours.
Come, take my life.
Two moons
I loved
cast shadows on my cool skin
I cry out madly and scream for them to stop
One Sun
I watch lazily
casts a red light over my death bed,
then I sleep lifeless beneath the dark shadows.
Weeping willow, why do you weep?
Has your lover found another?
Are you cold and all alone?
You need someone to comfort you?
Hold your hand, run, jump, play in the summer's breeze with you?
You want someone to sit with you in the winter when everyone else had gone inside?
Would you like someone to comfort you as you age on?
Could I sit with you?
For I am lonely,
I am cold,
I am loveless.
Go Slowly, my love-
enter into a world where your one-dimensional thoughts
(me me me)
become three-dimensional thoughts
(you you you)
and finally
(we we we)
A master at puzzles, this one I cannot do.
That one little piece I am missing, is you.
At times
you're pushy, you're stubborn, you're cold
you're angry, you're messy and full of hate.
At times
you're the perfect form of evil.
At times,
you're the purest form of love.
The World's nasty rotations in reference ot life's tortuous cycles...kill.
They murder the spirit and deprive of lovc...to those who need it most.
WHY? Scream!
WHY? Cry!
Condolences mean nothing
I love you's become obsolete.
You can never feel enough pain.
Share it.
Together, we'll scream and cry.
We will return to these cycles with wise smiles.
We will have survived.
I see him smile...
One minute I'm happy
Smile at another...
Now I'm sad
I suppose "just a friend"...
I'm angry
They might want more...
I'm jealous
He looks at me...
I melt
He smiles...
My faith is restored.
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